things do not change; we change ~ Henry Thoreau
during the exhausting finals week, the one thing that motivated me through the painful thoughts of "find the profit maximization price for this company," "what is the cost function of firm a," or "what was the significance of the japanese occupation in Vietnam, Philippines, Indonesia, and Thailand," etc, was going back home (cali) to see my friends
after my fourth day of my long-awaited arrival, i must say either i have changed or my friends have. here's a brief recap:
one of my friend is now labeled a rapist (long story)
one has not walked into a barbershop in 2 years
most can't live without smoking at least a gram a day
one is an alcoholic now
one constantly praises about his car
one thinks he is going to be a professional poker player next year
etc
i honestly think i am the only sane one left out of the group. i am not sure if i am the one to be blame, throughout high school i knew they were not the most prudent kids in the school but that did not stop me from being friends with them since we played the same sports and shared the same interests. or is it the lack of ambition in them? i hate saying this, but when i see them, i see no future for them. i want to help them, but i do not even know how to break it to them, i have never been good at counseling people since i consider myself a failure at times.
the other day, i was strolling downtown and what not. i have never noticed this, but people in the midwest are much more friendlier than here. the friendly faces are non-existent here. i thought i would never say this, but i miss madison already. the other night, insomnia visited me, i thought about what i wanted to do after i graduate. chicago was the first thing that came to my mind. i think i am going to move there after i graduate. before college started, i was hard-headed about going back to hong kong. but that thought is long gone.
i guess i am the one that haschanged, not my friends, not the people in california, not hong kong but because i have opened myself up to the mid-western life. so get ready for me chicago, 24 credits left for IS major, 16 for Econ...
after my fourth day of my long-awaited arrival, i must say either i have changed or my friends have. here's a brief recap:
one of my friend is now labeled a rapist (long story)
one has not walked into a barbershop in 2 years
most can't live without smoking at least a gram a day
one is an alcoholic now
one constantly praises about his car
one thinks he is going to be a professional poker player next year
etc
i honestly think i am the only sane one left out of the group. i am not sure if i am the one to be blame, throughout high school i knew they were not the most prudent kids in the school but that did not stop me from being friends with them since we played the same sports and shared the same interests. or is it the lack of ambition in them? i hate saying this, but when i see them, i see no future for them. i want to help them, but i do not even know how to break it to them, i have never been good at counseling people since i consider myself a failure at times.
the other day, i was strolling downtown and what not. i have never noticed this, but people in the midwest are much more friendlier than here. the friendly faces are non-existent here. i thought i would never say this, but i miss madison already. the other night, insomnia visited me, i thought about what i wanted to do after i graduate. chicago was the first thing that came to my mind. i think i am going to move there after i graduate. before college started, i was hard-headed about going back to hong kong. but that thought is long gone.
i guess i am the one that haschanged, not my friends, not the people in california, not hong kong but because i have opened myself up to the mid-western life. so get ready for me chicago, 24 credits left for IS major, 16 for Econ...





